Usually I have a million things swirling in my head and no time to sit and write them down, but it’s been just the opposite lately. Things are good. Life is progressing. But I can’t seem to find any worthy way to put much in to words. This page is really little more than my own journal, but lately I can’t seem to think of much that I would even want to read, much less all of you.
So let’s see. It was incredibly warm and sunny in Atlanta this weekend. Yesterday brought us well in to the 60s here, and the sun was glorious. If we have a day like this every couple of weeks, I just might make it to spring. It was also Scott’s birthday, and we headed out for some bubble blowing and vitamin-D soaking. I snapped a photo or two, and when I uploaded them this morning, I found this.
Can someone tell me who that is? Because, ouch, that cannot be my baby. I know everyone says this, but it goes so fast. He still needs me for lots of things of course, but he’s showing his independence a lot these days as well, and it makes my heart simultaneously swell and break at the same time. My only solace is knowing that I will have another child one day and there will be more newborn and baby time to come, but inside I wonder what women do without that crutch to fall back on. I just might have a dozen babies.
Except not really; I’m as exhausted as I am happy.
I tend to think, oh I should do [insert necessary household chore here] or maybe this week I can finish [insert important unfinished task here]. And then he’s asleep at night, and all I want to do is somehow recover from chasing him all day which usually means reading some semi-trashy historical fiction or knitting some more. I just cast on this handy bag, but it’s quite large in scale, so all I have is this so far.
Really it’s a little more than this now, but I’ve yet to upload a more recent photo. It’s odd that I disliked knitting so much before and now I like it, but for now, I’ll just go with it. It’s soothing and repetitive in away that relaxes me, and with a project like this, $20 will probably get me a month of entertainment because it’ll take me a while to finish.
So that’s about all I have to say today. I chase a toddler by day who is just as tiring as he is delightful, and I cook and knit and read at night. I think I just summarized my life’s work in one very boring sentence.
On the bright side, girls’ night on Friday at what used to be our beloved weekly margarita spot and then a fabulous facial scheduled for Saturday! This time of year, it’s the little things that get me through.